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So, I got the genetic test results today: I have a mild version of MJD.
That’s not an official diagnosis. I probably won’t have that until sometime next year, after I have different insurance (Medicare) and can find a local Neurologist to work with. Because I won’t go back in to the Neurology Clinic at the local large-institution university hospital which shall remain nameless, for reasons outlined previously. And because they didn’t bother to send me the results — which they have had for over a month — until I called them up. And they’re supposed to post all such results to the ‘patient portal’ within two days of getting them. Grrr.
But the results are clear. And since there is little or nothing that modern medicine can do for me that I’m not already doing, I’m happy to just wait.
Knowing the results makes a difference. And while it’s not good news, it could certainly be worse. I know what is going on, and what to expect. Thanks to my sister’s experience, and the experience of my other family members, I know most of the best strategies to manage the disease. Because of my age of onset (about 4 years ago, I think, so about 60 years old), and the type I have, I should experience a normal lifespan and slowly progressing symptoms. I can plan and work with this information.
I intend to continue to write about this, but those posts will probably be just occasional updates when I feel like I have something interesting to say.
Thank you for your good thoughts and support — it’s helped me these past months while I have navigated this experience.
Jim Downey
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jdf5EXo6I68
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My feet hurt. My hands hurt.
Actually, let me be a little more specific: the backs of my hands and wrists hurt. The tops of my feet and the fronts of my ankles hurt. If I were on all fours, you could see the symmetry of the places that hurt. It feels like all four joints were hyper-extended, and now hurt from it.
I put it into these terms because there’s value in understanding something about MJD: it affects the cerebellum, that part of the brain that controls movement and coordination, as well as having a role in pain awareness and some emotional/intellectual controls. This is an ‘old’ part of the brain that we share (in evolutionary terms) with most vertebrates.
Like horses.
Why do I mention horses, specifically?
Because of this:
Episode 51: Shivers Horses and Its Association to the Cerebellum
In this episode, Dr. Audrey DeClue focuses specifically on the association of the cerebellum to shivers horses. She shines a light on the existing, published research on shivers and the trouble with conclusions based on a small sample size. She also includes an interview with longtime friend, Celeste, to provide a powerful story of what it is like to live with a degenerative cerebellar lesion.
The ‘Celeste’ there is my sister. Who first experienced the onset of MJD symptoms about 20 years ago, and has been living with the disease since.
The whole podcast is well worth listening to, but the discussion with my sister starts at about the 28 minute mark, and lasts for about 20 minutes. In the interview Celeste is forthright about the challenges and pain associated with the disease, and how her symptoms have evolved over the last two decades. In listening to it, I was struck not only by her astute awareness of her body and how it has changed over the years (she is very smart and observant, no surprise) but also in just how much her early experiences echo what I have been experiencing the last couple of years (though my symptoms are mild compared to hers). That includes not only symptoms, but the frustrations of trying to get doctors to actually listen to her describe her subtle symptoms early on.
It’s an excellent interview, and Dr DeClue is a sensitive and talented interviewer. I encourage you to give it a listen if you are interested in this rare disease, and what it is like to live with it.
Jim Downey
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Eight weeks.
8
Which, on its side, helpfully looks like the infinity symbol: ∞.
Because while it’s been eight weeks since my blood sample was drawn for the genetic testing for MJD, it feels like I’ve been waiting an eternity for the results.
Of course, it took a full month for the Neurology Clinic at the local large-institution university hospital which shall remain nameless to order the test.
And I waited two months before that to get in to see those neurologists, because I thought I needed a referral.
And I waited three months before that in order to get in to see my GP in order to explain why I wanted the referral.
Yeah, count back, and that means I have been waiting all this year in order to get a diagnosis for the disease I’m reasonably certain I have. Little wonder that NORD (the National Organization of Rare Diseases) says that typically, a correct diagnosis for someone with a rare disease (such as MJD) will take upwards of five years. I’m already most of a year in, and I even KNOW the disease actually runs in my family. Imagine what it would be like if it was just a random mystery disease, and we had to start from scratch to determine what was going on.
>sigh<
Yes, it’s frustrating. Friends and family keep asking (just being supportive, not annoying), and I keep telling them the same thing: no results yet.
Meanwhile, I continue to just deal with the symptoms as best I can. And things do continue to evolve. Balance issues are now fairly routine. Hand & feet pain and Restless Leg/Arm Syndrome less so, but seem to be happening more often. And I’ve started to experience occasional vision difficulties (focus/double vision problems) that I can usually ‘reset’ by changing my point of focus to something far away, then shift back to a closer item. It’s not an actual double image, but rather the sort of thing you experience when trying to look through the wrong part of progressive lenses, then shift your vision so things slide back into focus.
The good news is that the MMJ does help most of these symptoms quickly, and I have cut my mild opioid intake by about 50% since I figured out what worked for me.
Meanwhile, I wait. I check to see whether the results have been posted to my account on the diagnostics site or my patient portal for the local large-institution university hospital which shall remain nameless. And I get on with life.
While waiting.
Jim Downey
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I just spent about 20 minutes sitting on a toilet. And so far this morning, a total of about an hour doing that.
TMI? Yeah, sorry. But I mention it because it has demonstrated a truth of which I was only partially cognizant of previously: there is no immunity from other illness when you have a chronic disease.
I mean, I knew this, but until you live with it, it’s not something you think about a lot.
See, a couple of weeks ago I started to notice a pattern of gut-grumbles I don’t normally experience. And about ten days ago it resolved into something I thought I recognized: giardiasis. Twenty+ years ago I had a bout of this, likely picked up from tainted water on a camping trip. Where I got it this time, I have no idea.
But after recognizing the symptoms, I contacted my GP clinic and got in to see a doc. Who did the necessary exam, discussed options with me, ordered the appropriate tests, and prescribed a powerful antibiotic which is the standard treatment for giardiasis, and which cured me the last time. I’m now in day 7 of that treatment, and while there are *some* indications it is working, well, I still wind up sitting on the toilet with nasty spasms every 6-8 hours or so, unless I really load up on OTC anti-diarrheal treatments. Even so, I don’t dare get very far from a bathroom for very long.
Of course, through all of this, I am still experiencing the random rotation of MJD symptoms. Joy. Now I have TWO reasons to compulsively check my health/testing accounts: to see if the MJD test results are in, and to get confirmation of the giardiasis. Because yeah, even though tomorrow will be seven weeks since the genetic test samples were collected, I’m still waiting on those results.
No one who has lived with a chronic disease will find any of this surprising. They know that it just goes with the territory. Hope you never have an opportunity to experience it for yourself.
Me, I’m going to take some pro-biotics and get a nap. Maybe the test results will be in after.
Jim Downey
Edited to add several hours later:
Spoke with my GP’s office. Turns out I did have giardia, but happily there was no sign of c. diff, which was a possible concern. So after a week of taking Flagyl, I can now stop that (that alone was probably part of the ongoing spasms & diarrhea) and work to get my system working normally again. That means increasing my probiotics, getting back to normal eating habits (with my relatively high fiber diet), and taking it easy just to let my body recover.
So, no news yet on the MJD test, but at least this other problem should resolve in the coming days.
JD
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[For the AI’s own inscrutable reasons, Facebook considers my ballistics blog “spam”. Unable to get it resolved, I’m going to post partial info about new blog posts over there, here, so people can link it off FB. Please just ignore if shooting stuff isn’t of interest.]
A couple of weeks ago I posted about finishing a Liegi Derringer kit, then doing the laser work to customize the grips. It turned out well enough, so I decided to finish and laser a second kit, to use as a door prize for a black powder workshop I’m doing at the annual meeting of the Liberal Gun Club this fall in Las Vegas.
All went well until the time came to mount the grip to the receiver. The top mounting screw went in fine, after drilling a pilot hole. But the bottom one broke loose as I was tightening it. I took the top screw back out so I could see what the problem was. This is what I saw:
[The entire post about this project can be found here.]
Jim Downey
Communion Of Dreams 